There’s a real strength that comes from knowing your own limits (or, in some cases, seeming lack of limits). I’m writing specifically from the veteran’s viewpoint, but the concept applies to anyone who has consistently overcome obstacles they didn’t think they’d be able to overcome.
It’s easy enough to accomplish the impossible when the choice is taken from you.
In the instance of service, there is rarely ever a choice. Service-members are faced with terrifying obstacles from the time they join – from entering a tear gas chamber for the first time to entering a battle for the first time – and presumably anyone reading this who relates has survived those challenging obstacles and gained the confidence that comes along with it.
Something else comes along with it, too.
“Overcoming the odds” is an addictive accomplishment that can leave us feeling like we’re failing when life finally settles down. The feeling of “I can handle more than this” can often be replaced with “I SHOULD be handling more than this,” and we can easily become addicted to living on the edge of burnout – or worse, on the edge of life and death. There’s a healthy way to process that feeling, and a plethora of unhealthy ones.
I once wrote that “Duty is when idealism must be suppressed in favor of rationality,” but the idealist must eventually come to terms with their emotions once more, and eventually you WILL be presented with choices (for some, this prospect seems far into the future). As someone who is trained to handle the impossible, choosing not to add too much to your plate is sometimes difficult. So make sure the things you add are PROductive and not DEstructive.
Go to school. Buy a house. Get a hobby. Play music. Work two jobs and pay off debt. Help others! (Seriously, no matter how much you’re doing, you’ll eventually feel like there’s no point to any of it if it only benefits you). Get into art. Study. Read. Workout.
The other option is to become addicted to TRAUMA rather than STRESS. I’ve been there and done it, but sometimes it’s like we’re tempted to build a checklist of things that are stacked against us in order to validate (to ourselves or others) what we’ve overcome. It’s important to realize that the world isn’t set out to hurt you. You aren’t cursed to a life of pain. There are a lot of tools and resources out there for you to use your resilience in a positive way, but don’t get set on being in pain just so you can overcome it.
As survivors, we need to be aware of this phenomenon. All this said, I’ll be closing on a house at the end of the month (as many of you know), and have decided to return to school full time in addition to working. I’m very excited to see what I can learn from history, and to delve once more into the humanities.
Let others celebrate your victories with you, not just the trauma you’ve overcome.
More to follow, as always.
-TQV

That was a fantastic read, and I feel this at least once day. “I could be doing more. Hell, I SHOULD be doing more.” It’s nice to see I’m not alone in that aspect.
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Thanks brother. I’m genuinely sorry I haven’t gotten around to reading more of your book yet. I promise it’s high on my list of things to enjoy when I can prioritize the time for it. Trust that I’ll make it up to you with a detailed review when I can.
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Hey man, no worries at all. You’re frying some big fish right now, and you gotta put family first. I really appreciate you reading it at all, and I look forward to hearing your feedback!
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“It’s important to realize that the world isn’t set out to hurt you. You aren’t cursed to a life of pain.” Loved these lines. I think people really don’t realize this. They assume life is meant to be miserable and tough, something to get through, rather than something to cherish and take advantage of.
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There are many blessing around us. For a start, we woke up. I was taught to pay attention to where my focus is. Because of whatever I focus on, I give it power. Life is what you tell yourself.
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Great first-hand advice 🙂
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